Drinking Cheap but Good Red Wine in the South of France
while Listening to The Eagles Greatest Hits (Zut Alors)
It could have happened to anyone listening
to the Eagles Greatest Hits in the South
of France drinking red wine.
You got your demons
you got desires …
Tangled in vines with culverts rushing
bruised and purple full and wild through every stone
village. In any language it’s another tequila
sunrise wasted certainment mais even falling
drunk down January’s moutainside
it’s easy to see
how the light kisses
the grapes that aren’t even close
to being here yet and how impossible the whole
enterprise. The soil stubborn gold
rocky and holding on
to thousand-year-old stories
of how it might be
done if your pray hard
enough imagine a joyless
toil so calloused that blisters bear
fruit. Old men spit and shit
and swear they saw it
coming—a split
second held in slow
motion. Ancient stone abbeys
cut into stone hillsides Blood
and stone. The cross to bear
so great. You got your
demons. Chacque person
different chacque person
la meme: pass the bottle share
the shame. Blessed is Thy Holy
Name. Slow motion and a split
decision. A falcon slices through
your vision. Times like this it’s easy
to remember your patient brother your loving
sister. Your parents drunk the night you first
kissed her. And it was music—the song
building but what did you expect
for 3 euros? Oh, loneliness will blind
you in between the dark
and the light. The woman with her hair tied
back. Her raven voice a singsong silhouette
nothing but sleek profile. Dress
over her head now lifting and
falling naked as language.
You got desires.
Traffic snarls are for Paris
only and how naked she
is there. You wish far away
and still you come
close. The bottle catches blue
way up the neck half way
to full throttle. But who could sing
that fucking high? Oh, coming right behind
you swear I’m going to find you.
Swimming inside
the full-throated
swallow. In any
language. Ce que je veux
dire. This is what
I see every time
in the mirror. One that really
screams.